why it has to be...

why? i dunno... -sigh-

aku on9 jer tadi...tiba2 aku dpt tau ade org ngamuk psl aku...
everything in the forum is not a true life..... but why that gurl want to ngamuk2 ek..
pelik....well..tak kisah la....aku pun takmo amik port sgt with that thing..
be cool jer....tapi yg sadis nyer, asal la membe aku tu tak bela aku kt tred tu.. - sigh-
die patut nyer cakap la, aku dgn die kawan2 jer.
.aku ni mmg mcm tu.. suker pggl semer org 'B'..tapi ini die diam jer....
nampak mcm aku yg salah jer....sedih sket la...

then aku pun pi la lepak dgn my membe yg same otak dgn aku kt tred regular aku...haha.
aku pun luahkan pd dieorg apa yg terjadi n ape yg aku rasa...
rasa lega n happy aku bila lepak dgn dieorg ni...
dieorg ni betul2 faham aku...dieorg pun tau aku ni jenis suka pangey semer org 'B' kt forum ni...
tapi die org pun ttp advice me, kene hati2 gak, sbb tak semer org faham ape yg kita maksudkan. sometimes dieorg take it serius there....so watch it !!!
they are my friends...thanks to them....i know what i have to do next..
i have to make a move....yeahhh...

but then..i realize.... who is my friend n aint...
aku ingat die boleh jadi my close fren..but it seem like not...
die ade prblm or ape2 die tak pnh citer kt aku....
aku jer yg dok bercerita kt die....segan la plak aku...
terasa mcm aku ni terhegeh2 nak kawan n jd close fren die....-aiyaaa-

mgkn die bukan ditakdirkan jd my close fren seperti 1 of my close fren dulu tu...
hrmmm....i miss him... die dgn aku dulu mcm ni jugak...
kenal kt forum...then became close friends....
klu terjadi kes mcm ni, die akan bela aku...die tak kan biar org pijak aku...
and that what make me love him.... die byk bersabar dgn kerenah aku...
but...at the end, i lost him..mgkn salah aku jugak...tapi it take time to recover....
aku redha n pasrah..... i lost a friends that was so close to me....

aku tau aku ni tak baik sgt....ade gak jahat nyer.....
aku tau aku ni always ade prblm....asyik tak leh nak settle....
pastu mesti nangis..and mengadu to him....
but...he always be there for me....not matter what i am..
penah sekali, die tgh temper dgn pekerja bawah die....
sudenly die just buzz me..pas2 bagi icon marah byk2...
me terkejut, ingat die marah me..bila tanya die ckp, die marah dgn pekerja die..
me tanya pasal ape, die kata nothing...
me pelik..then me tanya balik, knp ni? dieorg buat salah aper?
die jawab, tak der per..jgn tanya la..x leh nak citer..biarkan jer..
so then me pun tak tanya la....itu sbb die bagi icon marah...
sbb tak tau nak buang marah kt mana.....jd die buat icon marah kt me...
and me pun bagi jer la....me kata, lepaskan marah tu kt i... i handle it ok... hehe..
dan jgn la letak icon marah..nanti lagi marah la jadi nyer.....
cuma senyum jer, walau marah...nanti sejuk la marah tu....hehe..
trus lepas tu tukar icon kiss kt me..hehe....
me pun gelak je la...die buat byk2 kali...
pas2 me pun tegur la die...me kata asyik kiss dr td, penat n lemas la i....hehe..
then die gelak....n then he stories at me ape yg menyebabkan die marah tu...
hrmm...sweet memory....byk kenangan manis dgn die ni...
tak tercerita....hehe....


setakat ni je la ek....tadaaaaaa......